A letter

A Letter

from the clinic,

nearly left it

there,

on the table,

by my diary,

of my shots

i have had

for

4 years

now,

but the letter,

had a feel there,

out of place,

i had a

feeling,

it was not a simple

letter

but a message

that

my study

will

end soon.

I told

my patty,

my sweet voice

who monitors

my

progress,

that

it was

weird,

being told after

4 years

that this will all

change,

somehow.

She said,

everybody felt

that way.

Seemed like I was just getting used to it,

having more faith that this is the right

regimen.

Knowing the

funding

has a lot to do

with

well,

everything,

and politics,

is right up there too,

and when we feel

powerless,

it is because

we

are.

stay tuned, you know as much as i do.

will find the results of my study in January

and discuss next steps.

4 years no exacerbation,

hope they keep me on what i am on,

whatever that turns out to be.

mary